Here we are again. Another year has past since my lover professed
his love to me.
I have had no time as of late to share with him the goings on in my life.
I am in a place where professionally things are progressing steadily. Things that may bring me closer to him soon. Dare I speak this out loud? The fear of my dreams faltering devastates me.
To not dream at all leaves me weakend. What are we with out our dreams? They are the very foundation in which we live our lives. We are defined by the dreams we live. Mine feel so distant.
I feel like my lovers grasp is slipping through the slivers in time. My greatest fear is that I have lost him forever. My fears are not without proof. My lover has another and has made little progress in leaving this land that encompasses his heart. Where is my knight? Does he feel me as I feel him in my dreams?
In time I know the right will be rewarded, I know that we will have our moment to prove our love is unfounded and undefined in any literary sense. I know someday that we will shine, I dont want to lose you.
I wait and I will wait. And I will breathe, I will let the air keep me going until you make your way to me. I simply love you, and I am waiting patiently.
When will you find me? 
Words of the heart are so soothing to me and yours spake here I hold preciously. I am here. Come to me in a few weeks so we may share what we long for at the magical place of faire. I await to see your smiling face.
Lord Sir Clisto of YorkHugs
12:41 AM CST